Take a Breath

 The speculation is running wild.

It's all through my social media. It even includes some family and friends,

Trump is ill, much more ill than we were led to believe.

Speculation even runs to congestive heart failure, with death imminent in a matter of months. Some feel he won't make it until next year.

What do I think?

I don't know. Nothing would surprise me. Whether it's a political end or a mortal end, I feel like I've been down this road too many times, and I'm exhausted. 

We have a long history in this country of Presidents covering up their health crises, dating back to FDR and even further back to Grover Cleveland. Many are critical of what Biden's staff may have covered up. I personally think that, in historical terms, the cover-up wasn't as vast or deep as some people think.

I don't think we should count on anything one way or another.

It's very hard for me. I don't wish ill on any human. Even now, I'm not sure I could celebrate his death. I do know that, other than the normal regret of someone passing, I will not feel anything positive about him. He is a terrible human being and has done much to destroy this country and even the planet.

My karmic sense wishes more that he is convicted for his crimes, and spends the rest of his life in jail, and he is so clearly vile that no human being is deluded enough to support him.

But that's not going to happen. If he survives his term, there will be other loopholes and delays that he may never have to pay. And I'm supposed to believe that the disgusting MAGAs that take joy in Alligator Alcatraz will someday wake up to their cruelty?

If Trump should no longer be able to continue in office, the prize in the Crackerjack Box will be JD Vance. I've heard people say that he has no charisma or appeal and, therefore, will be a spectacular failure.

Two things about that -1) he is supported by big-name billionaires, ones who are disintegrating democracy, and there may not be enough left where elections matter anymore, and 2) just wait until the right-wing media machine decides to change the narrative about Vance, and blast the trumpets announcing him as the Second Coming.

No, I won't be sad if Trump passes. But I won't celebrate either. There will still be miles to go to save our constitutional republic, our representative democracy, our precious system of checks and balances.

We, on the progressive side, have our own social media fevers, and this may be one of them. Many of us have convinced ourselves that this is true. It may be. It may not. Either way, we need to take a breath and gear ourselves up for the long haul.