Friday, November 28, 2014

History of the Trap: February Myths Part 1

Chapter Thirteen

February Myths

1

Another month, but I have very little to say.  It wasn't quite like October that passed by in a blur of tears and depression.  It was more of a willful disengagement.  I didn't want to think about the things happening around me, so I stay buried in writing my stupid little soap, and ignored most everything else.
If we thought that Grani-Knights controlling the Student Council would immediately change our lives, we were wrong.  At least for the month of February, things rocked on as they had always been.  Food supply was secure, and our new classes were in full swing.  The weather was the same, and we lost very few people.  There were a couple of accidents, and someone succumbed to a condition that thee was no longer medicine to keep at bay.  And there were a handful of unexplained disappearances, although they continued to be at the periphery of people that I or my friends knew.
Artie attended his first council meeting, and said it was a little chaotic, but not as bad as he feared.  The Grani-Knights seemed focused on learning procedures, and only brought up increasing the sports and dance schedule.  There was talk of revising the policy on allowing marriages.  My Dad vetoed that, and instead proposed a commission composed of students and faculty to study its feasibility.  It had three of Mark Granite's people on it, including Morgan, and only one from our side, Lindsay Starn. The faculty had several representatives, including Mrs. Forsyth, the World Humanities teacher (a class I had just started taking) and the new Vice Principal, Mr. Charles Stein.
The only disturbing note to come out of that early meeting was that Mr. Tate's selection for a student security staff was going to come almost exclusively from friends and associates of Mark Granite.  My Dad listened to the names Mr. Tate announced, and said he wanted a better balance between different student groups.  He told Mr. Tate to revise his list, show it to him in a week, and then there would be a vote on it in March.  Artie said this frustrated Mr. Tate a great deal, and he emphasized the urgency of getting something in place.  It didn't help.  My Dad refused to budge.
There were some bylaws and rules of order that were created early last summer, that helped determine protocol and power issues.  It gave a lot of authority to my Dad and the administrators, somewhat less to the teachers, and mostly advisory powers to the students.  Wilbur James had proposed, in light of the Trap continuing way past anyone's expectations, and the students getting older and more experienced, that perhaps that should be changed.  Another committee group was formed to look at that.  That group actually had the famous Mark Granite on it, and also Wilbur James and Artie Pentler.  The faculty representatives included Mr. Tate and Mr. Branch.  Now, that's a group I wish I could have at least eavesdropped on.
Theories as to what was going on varied almost as much as the number of students.  The most popular was still the military, some grand experiment to see how we would survive adverse conditions.  This was Sue Boschman's main theory, and she would be delighted to see it so popular, had she not died.  I don't know.  I could believe that something slipped up with a military weapon or experiment, but I found it hard to believe that they were watching us or manipulating things.  To what end?  Although it might explain the discovery of new supplies.  Someone might be on the other side of the tunnel slipping in new stuff for us.  But again, why?
A related idea was this was the result of not just the military, but of a military conflict.  Some horrible weapon used by terrorists or invading forces that somehow destroyed our connection to the outside world.  That maybe we should be grateful for the shield, as what was on the other side was now a radioactive wasteland.  But that would mean that our parents (or, in my case, my mother) and family, everyone outside of the school, was dead and gone.  That was too much for me to handle.
There were some religious zealots who thought this was some kind of purgatory, or maybe even hell.  Steve Smelther from my sleep room was part of a small group that met regularly, and believed the Trap was divine judgment for our sins.  They even incorporated the fact that some students had just disappeared as a confirmation that some had been found worthy and had been ruptured.  I thought that was crap, and couldn't see any rhyme or reason behind who disappeared and why.  But then again, I didn't know very well any of those that had vanished.
Then there was Geoffrey Spivey, the theatre student, who thought that our patch of ground had turned into a spaceship and that we were flying to another planet.  How that fit in with Larry Wiseman's discovery that the star-scape was staying constant, I wasn't sure.  Larry and I had only discussed it with Artie, who suggested we check with a Science teacher before we panicked everybody.  We tried a couple, including Mr. Bruchow and Mr. Walthers.  They didn't know enough about the stars to say, but they told us they would look into it, and not to say anything until they could reach a conclusion.  Was Larry Wiseman the only one who knew about constellations?
Some thought something happened at Gregor Robotics, one of the research centers on the cutting edge of science, located near Huron University.  Huron was a town that bordered Loren to the north, and Gregor Robotics was only a few miles from us.  Interesting, but I had no idea what could have happened there to cause this. 
Others though that maybe it was just a freak weather occurrence and that it would eventually dissipate, and that the trap barriers would eventually fall.  The Trap boundaries had shifted some since the beginning.  How else do you explain the sudden discovery of the farm?  And maybe some found weak spots in the boundary, and that's why we had disappearances.
Most frightening though, is that many simply did not care anymore.  They were beginning to just accept the world as it was, and were beginning to lose curiosity about how it started and when it would ever end.  It was our world now.  And some were slowly losing touch with anything else.
As to me, what was I thinking?  Well, now that I know what did cause it, it's hard for me to piece together what I was thinking at the time.  I guess some combination of the military and Gregor Robotics.  Some horrible accident, that somehow messed up time, or how we perceived time.  And that although they could not rescue us, they could do enough to sustain our water and electricity, and slip supplies in some way I could not fathom, but they were as yet unable to rescue us.  But I did not believe they were observing us as part of some terrible experiment.

That would just be too cruel.

Wednesday, November 26, 2014

31 Minutes of Thankfulness 2014 Edition

Happy Thanksgiving Day!

I hope everyone gets to celebrate with family and friends!

I have about 31 minutes before I start to prepare for our Thanksgiving.

So that's how much time I have to do my version of the 31 days of Thankfulness I see so many of my friends doing on the Facebook machine.

So here goes!

1)  I am thankful for Alison and Benjamin.  We have a wonderful family, and it so comforting to be loved and supported.  Benjamin is very smart, polite, and a great young thespian.  Alison is beautiful and patient, practical and loving.

2) I am thankful for my two older boys, Douglas and Gregory.  Douglas is an environmental scientist in Atlanta, and I am very grateful that he is visiting with us this Thanksgiving.  Gregory is living the family dream, working in Hollywood in the movie industry.  I couldn't be prouder of both of them.

3) I am thankful for my loving parents.  My mother, who passed in October 2008, taught me the power of unconditional love.  My father, who passed in September 2013, taught me more about responsibility and hard work, and about the true meaning of Christianity than anyone else I've ever known.  I think of them often and miss them terribly.  I am grateful for the love and memories they have given me.

4) I am thankful I have a loving, caring sister.  Carol and her family have always been supportive and kind to me.  She did so much for my father, I am so grateful. I am excited that they are coming for a visit in just a few short months.

5) I am thankful for my church family.  Grace Episcopal has been very important in the spiritual and social life of our family, and I am appreciative of the connections we have made and all the support and Christian fellowship they have given us.  Our open and free-wheeling adult Sunday School class, ably led by Alison's mother, Rose,  has been a special blessing.

6) I am thankful for my work.  I'm not going to pretend that accounting is something I love to do.  But my employers and co-workers have made it to be as pleasant an experience as it can be.  And I love that I am "10% retired", in that I get non-tax season Fridays off.  It has helped give me the space to write more, and help me where I am finally on the verge of finishing some major writing projects.  History of the Trap should be finished before the end of the year.

7) I am thankful that I have the ability to act, at least well enough to participate in community theatre.  Getting onstage and feeling the response of the audience has been one of the great pleasures of my life. I am delighted that The Best Christmas Pageant Ever, and that both Benjamin and I will be acting in it.  Directing The Dixie Swim Club was a joy, with one of the best casts I've ever had the privilege of working with.

8) I am thankful to the Jeffords for all that have done to make the Flying Dragons Art Center such an important part of our area. I am grateful for so many other theatre friends, including the Becks, the Cooks, Julianna Lacefield, Rhonda Powers, Melodye and Michael Lee, Mary Beth Kennedy, and so many, many more.

9) I am thankful for the Writers Guild and the Okefenokee Heritage Center. It has been a great joy to help form and support a group dedicated to the arts, and help local writers connect.  The first Okefenokee Writing Contest was a great success, and I am thankful to all who helped make it so.

10) I am thankful that I have taken the time to develop this blog, The Strait Line.  It is named after a school newsletter my father had as school principal, and whether it is good or bad, it has been a tremendous joy to me to get back in the habit of writing.  I have made over a thousand blog entries, and my blog traffic has now achieved 20,000 page views in a month.

11)  I am thankful that Barack Obama was reelected President of the United States.  There are many tremendous problems facing the world, and I cannot imagine how they would be handled had the opposition won.  With the 2014 Republican Senate takeover, life is going to be much more difficult, but I am proud of the way he has stood his ground the last few weeks.

12) I am thankful that Obamacare has survived it's challenges and will become the law of the land.  Is it perfect?  Of course not!  But it is a vital step forward to universal health care and towards a more equitable, fiscally sound, and morally decent system.

13) I am thankful that at long last the gravest threat facing our planet, climate change/global warming will finally start to be addressed. Okay, this one may be more of a hope than a reality, but I am thankful for every single step we take in this direction.  The President is certainly trying his best.

14) I am thankful that even though the progressive agenda may not be moving as fast as I want, at least the promise of a better future holds.  Many liberal ballot measures passed this year, even as right wing extremist candidates won.

15) I am thankful that even in this radically conservative area, I still can seek out and find liberal friends to talk to.

16) I am thankful that I can read, and enjoy the pleasures of the printed page.

17) I am thankful for the DVR, that lets me watch the programs I want when I want to watch them.  And that I got to fast forward through most of the commercials.  I am also grateful for streaming, and the high speed internet that makes it so practical.

18) I am thankful for pets.  We have three wonderful dogs, Dachshund mixes who are loving and have long, waggy tails.  We also have a cat who is on rare occasion sweet, and we foster dogs for the Okefenokee Humane Society.

19) I am thankful for movies.  I love storytelling of all kinds, and there is still nothing like going to the movie theatre.

20) I am thankful for continuing medical advances that help extend and improve the quality of life.

21) I am thankful that communities still come together sometimes to support neighbors in crisis, like with sick children, or suffering a fire, or other tragedy.

22) I am thankful for those friends I have discovered or reconnected with through Facebook.  I am most grateful to Benita Vierke Collins, for her friendship and her efforts at reconnecting the Bridgeport High School Class of 73, including such friends as Coleen Hitsman Anegon, Dona Bow Kilbourne, Paul Buckner, Lisa Whitehead and Linda Arnst Spayeth (who has been so supportive of my writing efforts).

23) I am thankful for the great joy comic books have brought to my life.  I have been a fan and collector since I have been 5 years old.

24) I am thankful for Christmas, and the opportunity to express such joy and love to others.

25) I am thankful for the peacemakers, all the diplomats and others who spend so much time and efforts to make the world a better place to live.

26) I am thankful for first responders, who often put their lives on the line for us.

27)  I am thankful for ketchup, the condiment of the gods.

28)  I am thankful for Cherry Coke, the nectar of the gods.

29)  I am thankful for colder weather, so I can go out sometimes without having to worry about the gnats.

30) I am thankful for God, and for love.

31) I am thankful for Jesus Christ, who resides in my heart, and  urges me to love god, my neighbors and do everything I can to make this a better world.

Time's up!  On to Thanksgiving festivities!

Tuesday, November 25, 2014

Selma: A Bridge Not Yet Crossed.



I hadn't cried in a movie theater before.

I've come close.  Times when I've had to hold it in, my hands clutching Alison, or even using my fingernails to create a counter-pressure.

I made it to the car after The Sixth Sense, but then Alison and I broke down, because of the scene where the young boy sees his grandmother.

I made it to the men's room after Bobby, the movie about the RFK assassination, but there I cried like a baby.  RFK to me represents the future path not followed.

And then there was Selma.  Not even the movie itself.  Just the trailer before Benjamin and I watched Interstellar.  I broke down completely.

Why?

It was an effective trailer.  No doubt about that.  But it wasn't just the trailer.  It was knowing that it wasn't over and that the bridge had not yet been crossed.  That what I was watching wasn't just history.  It was a struggle still going today.

I looked around at the others in the theater, and I knew they weren't getting it.  That what they were watching was just a piece of history to them.  I'm sure a good number were interested in seeing it, but I couldn't see that they were connecting to it in the way I was.

Have things improved since Selma?  Oh, yes.  But the bridge is not yet crossed.

We elect a President with African heritage, but many treat him as low as any President we have ever had, and with a measure of disrespect I have never seen before.

We extend voting rights, only to suppress them and set up road blocks in state after state, bringing back the stink of Jim Crow.

We incarcerate at terrifying numbers, much of it for minor drug crimes, much of it people of color, for drug use that is just as or even more prevalent in the white community than in others.

Our police force has become more militaristic, and authorizes lethal force at the drop of a hat, or as all too often, at the drop of a hoodie.  Whatever the facts of any particular case, the facts overall is that it happens again and again and again,  Young unarmed black men being shot dead by authorities.

We have open carry for whites.  They can bring loaded assault weapons into Chipolte's or Kroger, but a young black man has to be wary of even picking up a toy gun at Wal-Mart.

No, the bridge is not yet crossed.

And I weep, in sadness in anger, in frustration.

And I am just a middle-aged white CPA in the south.

I can't imagine what I would be feeling if I were African American.

Yes.  Alison, Benjamin and I are going to Selma.  We'll have a box of Kleenex with us, and our most fervent prayers.  Prayers that someday soon, we cross that bridge.

Pray with me, brothers and sisters.


Monday, November 24, 2014

School's Out and Other Monday Musings

Well, another weekend and I failed to use my camera once.

School's out!  In addition to the wonderfully extensive Christmas and Spring breaks, they also get a full week at Easter. Meanwhile, at my work, the debates are usually centered around whether it's in the manual or not that we get Friday after Thanksgiving off, Christmas Eve and/or New Year's Eve (yes, half day and no).

Doug's coming!  My middle son Doug will be coming to stay with us during the Thanksgiving break.  He should be with us starting tomorrow night.  We have secured plenty of root beer, vegetarian food options, and Benjamin has got the new Super Smash Brothers game, because there's nothing those two brothers like more than playing some Smash Brothers with each other.

Movie time!  We saw nothing this weekend but hope to see both The Hunger Games: Mockinjay Part 1 and The Theory of Everything while Doug is here. I still love going to the movies!

New foster!  We brought Sally back to the shelter because the number of adoptions are up there, and she is just not getting seen from our house.  She also, although a great dog, does not do well at events like Pet Smart and Tractor Supply.  I pray someone will see her who is a perfect match for her and she has a great new permanent home this Christmas.  Meanwhile, we have taken home a bulldog mix named Hugo, who has only a week or two left to finish his heartworm treat.

I know at the beginning of this I said I had no pictures, but Alison just used my phone to take this of Hugo.  More pictures to come later!


Writing Weekend!  Well, more like Thursday and Friday.  I took Thursday off (part of using up my phat extra three days of vacation a year).  I am now withing smelling distance of finishing the first volume of The History of the Trap!  I accomplished little writing Saturday and Sunday partly due to family activities, but also because I had a massive headache that made it difficult for me to wear my glasses and to concentrate on reading or writing.

TV weekend!  With reading and writing out, we caught up on some of our TV programs.  Many of them had "Fall finales" with no new episodes scheduled until late January!  That's okay.  If we ever catch completely up on current shows, we can start streaming some old favorites again, like The Office and Downton Abby.  Alison has started watching The Gilmore Girls, one of her all time favorites.  My favorite part is how the daughter, Rory, always carried a fiction book with her.  And my god, those Gilmore girls could eat a ton without gaining weight!

Football weekend!  It was the kind of football weekend that might cure us forever from watching football.  Michigan Wolverines, the Detroit Lions and the Atlanta Falcons all went down hard.  Georgia won, but I think they were playing a Division Five team composed of nuns.  Pierce County did win in that weekend's round in the State playoffs, and now they will play the next round this Thanksgiving weekend.  Doesn't anybody have this as a big opportunity to visit out-of-town family?

Political weekend!  Truthfully, not so much for me.  Watching the stunningly stupid reaction to the President's immigration decisions, and hoping beyond hope that the Republicans decide to legislate rather than to hateificate, but that may be too much to ask.  Praying that that the upcoming Ferguson grand jury decision is handled in the best way possible, with effective non-violent protest (assuming that Darrell Wilson is not indicted) and that the police and Guard give them the space to protest without over-reacting.


Until next time,

T. M. Strait







Saturday, November 22, 2014

All About the Hate No Legal Saturday Political Soap Box 99


Yes, yes, I usually don't include memes or articles I've found in my political soap boxes.  But here is the exception after the first 98 soap boxes did not have them.  This makes it clear that President Obama has used the fewest executive orders of any president since William McKinley.  That was like, 115 years ago.
But it's not just about executive orders, you say?  It's about executive orders relating to immigration?




Oops!  Guess others have used them.  And in about the same size and scope of the President (I could add another story that verifies that, but I don't want to go too meme-happy).  Of course, President Obama is dealing with the biggest do-nothing Congress in the history of our Republic, so something has to be done in the face of that inaction.  The house has been sitting on a bill for over 500 days that was passed by the Senate and is likely to be passed by the House, except Boehner, terrified of the extremists in his party, refuses to bring it to a vote.

So this is not about President Obama's action in and of itself.  It's clearly within the legal parameters of what a President can do.  So it's not about the legality. No no no.

It's all about the hate.  It's all about the fact the President ACTED.  That he did anything.  If it wasn't about this, it would be something else.  It's not a legal strategy.  It's not about preserving the constitution. The goal isn't to stop a crazed President from exceeding his legal authority.  The goal is to completely mute his power, to turn him into a figurehead for the next two years, to cow him into submission.  

Well guess what, you emboldened extremists!

It's not going to work!

The President came out swinging, and he's going to keep doing it.  He doesn't have to serve you, and he doesn't have to serve the Blue Dog Democrats.  And sadly, he doesn't have to serve the Progressives.  He's going to serve the American people and what he perceives to be the best interests of our country.

He's not a dictator.  He can only do so much.  But what he can do, he will.  And you can't intimidate him into silence.

This will get uglier.  They may try a shutdown again.  Some of the more insane may try to move forward impeachment.  Lawsuits will spring up like weeds in a rainy spring.  But I do believe the President will hold firm.  And I do believe he will win.

You have already suffered a major casualty in your little war, Republicans.  You have lost the bulk of the Hispanic/Latino vote for generations to come, and I don't think there is anything you can do to get it back.

So keep it all about the hate, Republicans.

Who knows what else you can lose?


Friday, November 21, 2014

History of the Trap: January Campaigns Part 4

4

Election Day came and we were very worried.  And we had a right to be.  Despite our best efforts, we got it handed to us.  If we were an invasion, we failed miserably.
Mark Granite won the Student Council Presidency in a landslide, something on the order of 700 plus out of around 875 votes. Jan Houser actually thought she had a shot.  She thought students would respond to reason. 
The rest of the council was dominated by the Grani-Knights.  They held fourteen of the twenty one seats.  There were only five from our coalition and two unaffiliated.  Morgan Tigh was on the council - her and Mark were getting along at least enough for her to do that.  Wilbur James was another winner.
Lindsay Starn retained her seat on the council, and continued to pledge her support to us.   She was pretty brave and we appreciated it.  Artie was going to have to get used to politics, as he was also elected.  He might not have the votes to control the council, but he sure had the nerve to shake things up.
Artie and Lindsay and our other allies would have to do without me, though.  I lost, finishing sixth out of the eleven running for the five senior slots.
My reports of what happened on the council would now have to come from my conversations with Artie, Doctor Duncan.  I was no longer privy to the top circles of governance.
And the things that happened as a consequence over the coming months and years would shake me to the core.  Why didn't I campaign more effectively?  Why couldn't I have fought harder?  And why didn't I stand up for my Dad?

More regrets, Doctor Duncan.  Sometimes they just overwhelm me.

Thursday, November 20, 2014

History of the Trap: January Campaigns Part 3

3

They called us the Marty Martian Invaders. But that's okay.  We came back at them hard too.  We put out flyers on the hallway, and made personal contact with every student in the trap.  We gave speeches, including at a 'quasi-debate' style gathering in the gym (the only place, other than the football field, big enough to fit all of us), just three days prior to the election. Most of the speeches were pretty basic.  The amount of applause and enthusiasm they generated left us concerned.  There was much more stomping and cheering for the Granit-Knights than there was for our "Good Government" party.  Artie got the best response of our group, his speech spiced with a lot of great laugh lines.  The response I got was more mixed.  There was a chant of 'who killed MacKenzie?'  based from the soap opera, but I swore I could hear a back chant as well that sounded like 'Who killed Lisa?'  Artie denied that it happened, but it sure sounded like it to me.
One of the current reps that were siding with Mark Granite was, not surprisingly, my old nemesis Wilbur James.  He led their group in our senior class (still hadn't gotten used to being considered a senior).  He and some of his friends caught me in the hall going towards the gym about two days before the election.  "Marty Martian!"  Wilbur had only recently been using that name for me.  In the past, he had been smarmy and arrogant, but he hadn't really resorted to slurs.  I guess he was just trying to fit into his new crowd.  "So why are you running?  What can you hope to achieve?"
If I was Artie, I would have just given a sarcastic cutdown and moved on.  But not me.  No, I have to go to great lengths explaining all the things on our platform, all the grand and glorious things we hoped to achieve.  It was a great summary, impassioned but filled with reasonable, doable programs.  Wilbur and his friends listened to me, their eyes blank. After a five minute stem-winder, Wilbur just looked at me and said, "Marty Martian, you're out of this world crazy!"  
All of his buddies slapped Wilbur on the back, shouting stuff like, "You got that right!  Marty's an alien!  Tell it like it is, Brother Wilbur!" 
I was left alone in the hall, feeling humiliated and defeated, like I had put myself on the line and had made this sacrifice for no reason.  Maybe my initial instincts were right.  Maybe if they voted for these bullies, the students were just getting what they deserved.
And my Dad?  I didn't think about the consequences to him at all.