7
My Dad's plan to
keep us more occupied was working, in a way.
It was hard to keep the harsh reality of the situation away from
us. It was now May 29th, a full six weeks
after the trap fell. We knew whatever
happened to us was more than a freak weather event that was going to
dissipate. We actually knew with less
and less certainty, each day that passed, if we really knew what was going
on. There was still hope that it would
one day end. Much faith was placed in
the hands of the Tunnel Team.
Two of our group
had joined the Tunnel Team. They were
still in the planning stages, led by David Yankovich. As arrogant as he was, his certainty that he
could get us out of this was infectious.
Tom Bodell, our resident shop wizard, had volunteered, and was assisting
David in bringing his fancier concepts to practical life. Another of Artie's pals, Jim Kurrash, was
ready to lend his stocky, sturdy physical help to the cause.
The evening meal
became a major gathering point for our group.
Jim and Tom were telling us about the latest developments with the
Tunnel. "We're going to start off
the end of the fallout shelter. I think
we'll have it organized enough to start digging the first week of June."
"They found
the end of the fallout shelter?"
joked Artie. The fallout shelter
had been a great surprise, with many more supplies stocked down there than
anyone anticipated. Food was still not
yet a problem, although my Dad was starting to get worried. Thankfully, he and Mr. Bruschow were making
progress on planting a larger garden.
Mr. Bruschow had found a large cache' of seeds, and gardening was well
on its way. Robert Bond and Lisa Carlton
were part of the agricultural team.
"Yes, in a
way. They found an end at the Southside
corridor. The rest, no one's quite sure,
but we think so. Somebody will report
they found an end, and then somebody will go down later and find that there's
more," said Tom.
"That's not
really possible, you know that?" asked Sue Boschman. She still looked very proper and in place,
her large glasses glaring. She worked as
a teacher's aide in the Math Department.
She was still sold on the idea that this was a government conspiracy. As other more obvious reasons faded away, I
was beginning to wonder if she was right,
"I
know," replied Tom. "But,
nevertheless, that's what happens. I
guess people just think they've found the end and are mistaken. It's easy to lose your bearings down
there."
Sue just nodded
skeptically. She and Lisa had been
hanging with our group more and more over time.
In Sue's case, she seemed to be around more when Tom was with us. There was an interesting match. Out resident pragmatic mechanic being crushed
by the intelligent but slightly deranged Sue Boschman. I don't know why Lisa was hanging out with
our group more. Maybe just because Sue
was.
Lisa smiled at me
as I looked around and saw her. Lisa was
also help with the agricultural effort, but more in the lab trying to figure
out to make maximum use of the seeds and stuff that we had. She also had maintained her appearance well,
wearing jeans and a blue work shirt. Her
long, blonde hair looked clean, and we had had that dance a couple weeks ago,
it sure smelled...nice. Like Sue, she
also wore glasses, but her were smaller framed, almost like granny glasses.
Ginny and her
sister Mary were with us. Ginny sat
close to Artie. I had not seen many
explicit signs of affection, but they did seem to be around each other a
lot. They both worked in maintenance,
although Ginny's job was more painting and brightening things up, and Artie's
more about keeping the floors and walls clean.
Mary was in laundry and clothes repair, but she also was in the choir. She had a very sweet soprano voice.
Jerry Mack was
with us, but still looking very fragile.
He had not been assigned anything yet, and probably wouldn't be until
his heath was more secure. He didn't say
much, but was very engrossed in what others had to say. His face lit up most
when Artie spoke. But didn't we all.
Me? I had the goofiest job of all, I would
think. The Lookout Variety Hour of Power
was looking for more material, and they had me try me hand at writing a skit,
which I also played a small part in. It
was a soap opera spoof I called The Sands of Loren. It seemed pretty silly, but it proved to be
hugely popular. So now I had been tasked
with writing weekly segments to be featured on the Hour of Power. So I had to figure out how to turn a one shot
gimmick into a continuing series. It
sounded cushy, but it was actually a real pain.
It was in such demand that nobody really questioned the type of
assignment that the principal's son drew. I assisted with enough other things,
like latrine duty and some agricultural stuff with my Dad, that it balanced
out.
Supper was wrapped
up with everyone's favorite, diarrhea pudding, made in part with powdered milk,
cocoa, and water. What most of us
wouldn't give for a Roscoe's Twinner Cake or Hollywood Milk Shake Candy
Bar. There was still food, but it was
more repetitive and less appealing. The
garden, if it could get steaming along, was going to be true miracle. Just the thought a fresh baked potato or a
fresh, ripe strawberry set my mouth to water.
We started to get
up to leave, and I looked over at Ginny.
She gave me a warm, friendly smile.
It should have made me feel good but it just pierced my heart. It was so hard to have these strong feelings
for her and realize that they may never be returned, that she actually probably
favored another. And it wasn't like she
stomped my heart and was gone for good.
She was right there with us, most of the time. I had to be nice and friendly when I was
crying inside, when my soul was sinking.
Would have been easier if I didn't see her so much? I don't know.
To think about that also made my heart ache. Maybe love was just supposed to be hurt.
Lisa Carlton came
up to me. I could smell her hair. It was an intoxicating, pleasant odor. I wondered what she could be using that was
so much different than everybody else.
"Hey, Lance," she said.
"Need any help with the script tonight? I type with exceptional speed, and I'm a very
good grammarian."
I looked at her
blankly, my heart somewhere else. "No,
that's nice, but I think I just need to get away by myself and think about
things for awhile. But I'll keep your
offer in mind. Thanks."
And I walked away,
caught in a foggy trap of my own design.
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